I think this song is about getting over someone who was yours or who might not of ever been. She could be in love with a friend or someone she has to be around. She tries to get over him but she can't because every time she thinks she is, he says things which pull her back to wanting him even more. 'I keep pushin' forwards
But he keeps pullin' me backwards'
Even tho she know he don't love him, she can't help but believe the lies he says. 'I finally see the pattern
(I never learn, I never learn)
But my love, he doesn't loves me
So I tell myself, I tell myself
I do, I do, I do'

Tbh I relate to this song and so this how I look it as like